By Barb Roberts
What
do you do when you get really weary - I mean "bone weary"? Sometimes I
experience that kind of weariness and I find it a difficult thing to
talk about ... let alone to write about. It is a weariness that requires
more than a good night's sleep but rather calls for renewal and
restoration.
When
life gets incredibly heavy and you feel depleted, there are, of course,
a variety of ways to fill up an empty bucket. However, if the filling
does not include some means of internal filling, the bucket will be
"leaky!"
Psalm
23 is a favorite of many, used often when planning a funeral and
absolutely appropriate in that setting - "Even though I walk through the
valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with
me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me."
He
is indeed the One who comforts, and he understands the valleys through
which we travel. But looking further - "The Lord is my shepherd, I shall
not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me
beside quiet waters, He restores my soul."
Some
time ago, this passage was a revelation to me as I pondered that my
soul only receives filling when a very loving Shepherd fills up that
empty soul. No matter the naps we take; the coffees we have with
friends; no matter the funny movies or books or the music - unless he is the restorer of our souls, we will not be truly restored.
Soul
restoration happens when I take time ... time to think, time to pray,
time to allow the One who knows me, knows my depletion, knows what I
need ... to begin the process from the inside out. This kind of
inside-out-renewing cannot be rushed! It is easy to think of things we
have tried that should help us feel better. In fact, there may actually
be a temporary respite; however, soon the weariness in one's bones
returns and it is apparent that renewal is still needed.
God
is the restorer. "Come to me, all who are weary and burdened, and I
will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am
gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls."
(Matthew 11:28-30) It is from him we learn; it is through him we are
restored. "Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or
store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you
not much more valuable than they?" (Matthew 6:26) He loves us! He
restores! He is enough!
Barb
Roberts has been Director of Caring Ministry for Cherry Creek
Presbyterian Church in Englewood, CO for twenty-eight years. She is a
conference speaker and teacher and has published, Helping Those Who Hurt: A Handbook for Caring and Crisis (NavPress). She and her husband, Ken, have 3 married children and 9 grandchildren. Visit www.barbroberts.comfor her blog and updates on her upcoming new book.
This is just what I needed for today. I have been running on EMPTY! Thank you!
ReplyDeleteBarb, timing could not have been better for me. You are, and continue to be, our angel. Thanks. Judy Bastien
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